I saw my rheumatologist last week, and once again we didn't discuss whether Humira was helping. Instead I'm to make a small tweak to sulfasalazine and wait two more months. I'm so frustrated with my lack of control: there are so many things I want to do but can't, and too many times someone is gatekeeping my life.
I thought for a couple days and yesterday emailed the doctor to say I'm done with Humira. It's not helping, it's frustrating, and it's creating a false sense that she's effectively treating me. I tried it for 10 months. I'm done taking it, and I'm done pretending that this treatment might be helping.
On the plus side, I finished binding off Tulpenkranz and started a new lace shawl. Blocking Tulpenkranz is turning out to be a bigger deal than the bind off--I'll have to spend the day at my mom's to accomplish that. Hopefully before Seattle summer is out I'll have photos to share :)