After feeling sorry for myself on here I got some good news. I have a date on Sat with a really great sounding guy :) We're going to walk around and enjoy nice weather before Seattle autumn completely hits. The really exciting part is that I'm feeling well enough to date!
Besides Sat date-guy, I'm talking with a second guy about meeting up. Maybe sometime next week, or next weekend. Dating for me is very much feast or famine--and 2 guys at once is feast in my world.
And a thank you to Celkalee: I hadn't given up hope, was just going through a rough patch.