Worries

I'm supposed to teach a sock knitting class in a week but am nowhere near ready.  My pain level has been really high, I'm barely functioning, and watching tv is my main activity.  I'm worried that I won't be ready, that I will have to drop out, that I'll miss this great opportunity.  I also wish it didn't exist so I didn't have another thing to be disappointed about.

Sometimes life is just full of disappointment.  I have the makings of a good life but don't feel well enough to enjoy it.  I'm not sure writing about the negatives is a good idea, perhaps it causes me to dwell.

So a cute cat picture to lighten the mood