Or, What do you call wanting to do X, Y, Z, but being physically unable to? That's my life. I want to go dancing! I took some Lindy Hop lessons a few years ago and it was fun. I lived too far away and hurt too much to continue. I now live close to lessons and dances but my body won't cooperate so I can't dance.
I'd also like to sew or go for a short run, but tonight is all about lying on the couch resting after PT. I want a relationship with a good man but nobody wants a sick person. I guess this is my day for feeling sorry for myself, after a terrible date yesterday and high pain.